alt_megan: (go away)
Ma'am,

I got your owl today. Yes, thank you, I know about the memorial service for Madam Umbridge in New London on Saturday. There was an announcement in the Prophet this morning. I expect you will be sad.

Students at Hogwarts are not permitted to go off gallivanting to things in New London. So I will be staying here. You would need to write a note to Acting Headmistress Vector I will be fine, really. Besides, I have to study. Because it is OWLs this coming week. And we students need to be at our best for them. Harry Marvolo says so, and he is very inspiring. So I am studying. Except I have to study by myself because n

I am as ever your dutiful foster-daughter,
Megan
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You can turn my robes pink. You can turn my hair pink. You can fill my bookbag up with fish. You can be angry with me. I deserve it for Sarah anyhow

But do not mess with my kitten. Because Fang never did anything to you. So leave him out of it.

Professor Grubbly-Plank says he will be all right now. No thanks to you.
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Dear Miss Penworthy,

How are you feeling? I hope you are doing much better and that that mudblood girl is looking after you properly.

I have been working very hard and trying to make you proud of me. Only if Madam Umbridge says I have made some mistakes lately please don't be angry at me. You know I always try my best but sometimes it is very confusing because I don't know all my choices which makes it hard to pick the right thing. Even Harry Marvolo says sometimes people make mistakes when they are trying to do the right thing. But you have to keep trying and get better at picking the right thing. So if Madam Umbridge tells you I made some mistakes lately it is true but I am trying to get better. At knowing which is the right thing to pick.

You always ask about my fellow students, so I will tell you. Some people are being very nice to me. Harry Marvolo came and saw me in the Infirmary the other day. (I was not in the infirmary very many days long. It was just a curse that needed to get taken off and was troublesome about it. But I am fine now. So do not worry, because I will be able to sort your embroidery floss and do everything at home that you like to have me do when I come home again.) Anyhow Harry Marvolo came and talked to me, and it was very nice of him. As you say, the best people have the best manners. Also Miss Hydra Lestrange and Mr Justin Finch-Fletchley stopped by. You will be pleased there because Miss Lestrange is of especially good family and I know you are hoping that I will benefit from being around the right sort of people. So I am getting along here just fine and you do not have to worry about what Madam Umbridge will probably tell you about anything.

One of my friends is d

I know it is not suitable to compare purebloods with halfbloods ever, but did you ever when you were at school have

Oh, well, I would write more but there are so many things to do. Madam Umbridge is very good at paperwork. So I have a lot to sort out for her every day. It is important to be useful.

I will keep trying to do my best. And I promise to listen to my betters so I can learn more about how to know my choices how to pick the right thing every time. Because it is very important. Because otherwise things can happen. Because it's hard to know sometimes when you do something how it will turn out.

Your grateful ward,
Megan Jones
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(Thank you for the half-day off to finish this. And I'm sorry again that you needed to correct me in the first place. I will try to do better, honest. Do I have to do the How I Spent My Hols essay too or can I just duplio that reporting parchment you had me fill out to test it I will have the How I Spent My Hols essay done tomorrow as you requested or tonight if there isn't anything more you need done after handling people's return. It won't take forever to search everything they bring. Because I'm faster at it now. I think I've got the hang of it now. Mostly. And I know what to avoid now. Sometimes. Anywiz, thank you again and I will try to do better.)



Purebloods Can Inspire Even A Halfblood

Purebloods in the Protectorate are there to protect, to excel, and to inspire. A pureblood can inspire even a halfblood. You should put your trust in purebloods, because you cannot trust halfbloods. They hold grudges forever and they attach themselves to purebloods who will protect them. So you should not hope for friendship with them because they will never give it to you. Especially if they think they are better than you. Which they aren't because they are a halfblood too, and all halfbloods exist on sufferance of purebloods. My guardian says so, and so does Madam Umbridge. And if you look around, it is true.

Halfbloods must be inspired by purebloods because you can only be inspired by people who are better than you. That is how it works. Inspiration is like a light shining from a high hilltop, not out of the gutters on the public highway. They do not put beacons in low places.

Halfbloods need guidance. When I was little I did not understand why my father had to divorce my mother. But he helped me understand that he did it for me and it was for my own well-being. Because she was a mudbl unsuitable to being anyone's mother. Especially a halfblood's mother because halfbloods need guidance and you have to be suitable and proper to guide people. So my father made the appropriate choice for me and I must always be grateful to him for that.

It is important always to make sure that purebloods are not dragged down by low companions and unworthy influences. When my father found out his former wife had died in the camps he was upset. His anger at having been involved with such a person made him say unwise and inappropriate things. So they took me from my father and put me in fostering. Which was for my own good. This is one example of a pureblood whose life was ruined by unwise choices. Which is a tragedy because even being a nice person of good family and well thought of will not protect you from bad influences. I must strive to be inspired by the best of what he was. Rather than dwelling on the unfortunate consequences of his ill-considered actions. That is the appropriate thing to do. So I try to do that.

Purebloods are inspiring by being very good at things and because they are leaders. For example Padma Patil is inspiring because she is always decisive and knows so many things and how to behave. And she dresses nicely. Melinda Pennifold is especially inspiring because she has the responsibility to look after all of us at Hogwarts and inspire us by her example as Head Girl. And Cedric Diggory is inspiring of course because he is such an exceptional Quidditch player and always fair to everyone. Even halfbloods. And he is handsome, which helps when you are inspiring people. He will go far in life. Some people you can just tell.

My guardian is a truly inspiring pureblood. Because she bears up under her illness difficulties with fortitude. Fortitude is when you don't complain very much. I am lucky to have a guardian to guide and correct me so that I will avoid being a burden on the Protectorate and its members. Even I, a halfblood, can be inspired by purebloods. To be better than I could be, and to join with every loyal citizen to make the Protectorate its best and brightest self.
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Healer Kerr said I could get back to searching the rest of the Gryffindor dorm with you whenever you are ready. Truly, I am all right. Most of the screaming was surprise. And my arm didn't really fall off, of course. It was one of those Bouncing Body-Part Jolly Japes things from Zonko's. I accidentally set it off. Healer Kerr dispelled the illusion and put everything to rights. So I can come back right away if you want me.
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I have spent the day working on the list of tasks you kindly left for me. The owl receiving room has been rearranged, and I moved the cushioned settees out. Only are you sure you wanted everything out except the hard chairs? They are very hard chairs I put the settees in the Junior Council lounge. Except it's rather crowded in there now. But that's probably all right.

Most of the owls are giving no trouble, but there was a very fierce one for MacLaggen this morning. A package came for you while I was wrestling dealing with the owl. It is from Grand Bijoux Robes and Accessories. The package, not the MacLaggen owl. The MacLaggen owl was from some bookshop and it had comic books. (Some of them were rather distasteful. Surely it isn't right to have comic books showing muggles hurting wizards, even if the wizards do win in the end. That can't be proper reading, can it?) Your package is very large. I had the house elves take it to your room. I hope that's all right. Only I didn't want to leave it down here in the owl receiving room because I wanted to make certain it did not get misplaced, because I knew you would want to see it right away.

I'm so looking forward to the rest of the work we'll be doing. Your plans are so inspiring! My guardian sends her kindest regards, and her gratitude for your taking me under your wing. (I think her infirmities are troubling her a lot, but she is much too well-bred to complain much at all.)
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Madam Umbridge! I was in the Hufflepuff common room and I saw somebody leaving after curfew. Come quickly to the corridor with the painting of the Spanish witches and you will catch them!

P.S. It's that Finch-Fletchley boy.
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Ma'am,

Thank you so very much for allowing me to stay and help Madam Umbridge over hols. It is no wonder you speak so highly of her, because she is so decisive and socially correct. And she has so many interesting plans. She is very hard-working on things that will improve the school and we students. I will do my best to be helpful and properly respectful to her and make you proud of me.

Has your health improved somewhat now that it is spring, I hope? I am sorry I will not be home to fetch things for you. I mean I'm not sorry that I'm here helping Madam Umbridge. Only I wish I could help you too, and hand you your embroidery silks and cast Wingardium Leviosa on your embroidery hoop for you. In your last letter you said you had gotten a mudblood. You don't let the mudblood handle the embroidery silks, do you? Or sit in my little chair next to yours? It is good they could send you one. I hope the mudblood knows how lucky it is to be in a good pureblood household.

Some of the students here have been behaving badly. They get punished for it when they do. Madam Umbridge always finds out. She is very careful about correcting people's faults, and improving people. I have not been punished because I have been on my best behaviour. Madam Umbridge even let me be on the Hogwarts Junior Council! It is so exciting. There are many purebloods on the HJC, and I rub elbows with the best people. Padma Patil is so kind to me, telling me what to do and helping me be useful. I am finally feeling like I fit in and can contribute. You have always told me that "we are never so happy as when we are doing something that makes someone else happy," and it is true! Madam Umbridge is very pleased with the work we are doing, and it means a lot to know I am helping improve the school. I have found my place.

I think of you often, and I am so grateful that you are my guardian. Madam Umbridge is guiding the staff in teaching us what we need to learn to be useful to society. Due to some rearrangements in our schedules, I had time when I wasn't practicing spells because we're not allowed so I embroidered you a tea towel. I hope that when you see it, it reminds you of your dutiful and grateful ward.
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Madam Umbridge?

You told me to let you know right away when there was something really important, and there's something really important! That Weasley girl is sneaking around the corridors. And she has a box, and I can't see it very well because she's trying to hide it, but she's sneaking. What if it's full of food? Maybe it's full of hoarded food and she's looking for a place to hide away and eat it. I'm going to stop her and make her show me, only I thought I'd better write this to you first so you can come right away because even if she is a Weasley she's still a pur because even if she is a Weasley she's still a Gryf because I am afraid of her because you told me to call you so you could come right away if anything important happened and I think this is important. I'll go stop her and make her wait til you get get here.

Please hurry.
alt_megan: (exasperated)
Someone was talking about this at lunch but I think they were having people on. Why should it be good luck to kiss a plant?
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Do you think you will be back from the Hospital wing soon? I will finish up here. Don't worry about that. Just work on feeling better and doing whatever Matron says.

Are you allergic to ginger biscuits, do you think? Or was it just too many of them? My guardian says a delicate digestion is one of the burdens many purebloods have to bear.

Today there were two packets of Chocolate Frogs. And some dungbombs. I'm glad I didn't open those. The dungbombs, I mean.

I saved some Frogs for you. When you feel like eating them, I mean.
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Excuse me, Madam Umbridge. I hope I am not bothering you. Only you did say to bring any little concern we had to you, and that nothing was too teensy to report.

I think maybe some of the older students have gotten themselves into some difficulties. I would tell the prefects, but you did say that the Junior Council members should step forward into their our responsibilities. And if there's something dangerous happening in the castle, then I should report it to someone, shouldn't I? I really think I should.

Thank you again for including me in the group today. I will do my best to be worthy helpful. And truly, although I know I am timid sometimes, I won't be nervous around all the owls. Please don't worry. I won't cause any fuss. I like owls. And they seem to like me. Or at least they don't mind me. I promise to do a good job.
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Today we're going to be playing a game in YPL. I hope I remember all my warming charms, and my drying-off charms too. Because it's very wet and cold out there. I must try to keep everything clean. My guardian approves of cleanliness. But I also have to do my best in the game, and that might mean getting muddy risking becoming untidy. If it's in a good cause it's probably acceptable though.

In the game, we will wear ribbons trailing from our arms that we have to protect. Madam Umbridge says it is important for schooling to be practical and games to be realistic. The ribbons represent my freedom to live and serve in our society, so I am supposed to protect them as best I can. To give as much as I can to my society that lets me live in it. Madam Umbridge says we should be continually inspired by the Lord Protector. That's why we're called the Young Protectors' League, after all. Which means I am also supposed to protect any pureblood who may take me on as a helper. Doesn't it? I think it must.
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Excuse me, Luna. I hope I am not interrupting you at something important. Only I have a question, and you are probably the best person to ask because you know so much.

Are there any birds or magical creatures that are small and gold and fly very very fast?
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Someone got a bouquet of honking daffodils for Valentines Day. They are very loud.

My guardian does not approve of noisy flowers.
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Some of the older boys have charmed their hair bright purple today. Perhaps they're starting a band. Isn't there a band that charms their hair into colors? I think there is. But I'm not certain of their name. My guardian does not let me listen to loud music, of course. But some of the other students have shown me fan magazines. Several of the boys are Slytherins, and it is well known that Slytherins often have musical talent.
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The CCF are certainly busy today with their tasks. Did anyone else see that big stone come hopping out of the Forest? None of the others hopped. It all looked very exciting. And then they all went into the lake. The CCF, not the big stones. And now they're mostly out again, I think. It's hard to tell, because they went behind those ice walls.

I would hate to have to go in the lake today, as it is very cold. Both my guardian and I are susceptible to cold.

There was just a burst of multicolored sparks from somewhere among the ice walls. Some spells are so pretty.

I am watching from the window with the carved arch with acorns on it, the one with the good view toward the lake. If anyone wants to join me, they are welcome to. But they don't have to. But it's interesting to watch.

Patronus?

Jan. 25th, 2013 05:31 pm
alt_megan: (sidelong)
Oh, dear. That was odd.

Did anyone else see it? When we were in class? Probably no one else did, because of course everyone was working on their own, but -- I don't think I imagined it.

It looked like Tiggy-Winkle. At the Protectorate Zoological Gardens, in the display of Mammals of the Protectorate.

It was only there for a moment, though. So I might have imagined it.
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It was a very scary day today. I mean, it's not scary that Auror Crouch and Madam Umbridge are catching people who traitors to the Protectorate. Of course I don't mean that. But it's daunting to see Aurors and MLE in their full might. Which I guess is good, because the Protectorate being strong is good, right? So it's maybe a good kind of scared.

I have read other students talking about how singing the YPL Anthem is useful for calming and organizing their thoughts on busy days, and I wonder if anyone might want to get together during free time this evening to sing it through. Because it has been a very, very busy day.
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Oh dear oh dear oh dear oh dear. I haven't been writing in my journal for the longest time. And Madam Umbridge says that we should be making at least one public post in our journals each week. And I haven't! And Madam Umbridge says it's not good and she must be right.

But I haven't written any private messages either. So that's good. Madam Umbridge says they are exclusionary. And I don't want to make other people feel uncomfortable and unwelcome.

I wonder if I should write a public post for each of the weeks that I missed. Except that would be a lot of writing. And I'm not sure what to say. I have mostly not been saying anything, and trying to do well in my classes. And make my guardian proud.

I believe that my guardian knows Madam Umbridge. Of course they are both very socially correct people. That is a virtue. My guardian says so. And I do want to make her proud of me. So I had better write more.

It's probably good to write about wanting to do better. Isn't it? Because I do.
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