New Year's Eve
Jan. 1st, 2009 08:10 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
alt_meganI'm not in trouble. Not really. My guardian said I can even still go to Susan's. But I wish I had just sat in my room and read a book.
But I didn't.
My guardian went to a New Year's Eve party last night. And I didn't. And it was so quiet here. And I didn't have any good books to read. And the house kept making noises. And even the house elf had gone off somewhere. And it was also dark in all the rooms. Even with all the lights, there was dark round the edges. I could feel it. I know that doesn't make sense. But it was like that.
And nothing kept happening, over and over again.
So I decided to see if I could find my stuff that wasn't in my room when I came back here. It's not because I'm ungrateful. I just wanted to know where it went. So I looked in the wardrobe and I looked in the cupboard in the hall, and I didn't find it, so after a while I decided to go look in the attic. There's loads of old stuff in the attic.
I wasn't spying. Really I wasn't. At least, I didn't mean to, but I couldn't find my stuff and it was interesting. I found pictures and plans for this house from before it was built, andletters other things that were interesting, and I was looking through the trunk filled with old clothes when my guardian shouted at me and I jumped and knocked over a vase and it broken into pieces all over the floor.
She was very angry.
She was very angry this morning too. But I was very quiet like she likes all morning, and she only snapped at me a few times so I knew that was right. And I read her book to her while she was sewing, and then at lunch I couldn't stand it any more and I started crying and I thought she was going to get even more angry, but she started crying too and said she wasn't a good guardian. And she didn't know what to do with me. And didn't they teach me manners at that school? And I cried more and said it was wicked of me to look through her things and she stopped crying said it was. And I cried some more and said I was sorry.
And then she made me polish the silver and I hated it just like I always used to. But she said that I could go to Susan's after all.I think that's because she doesn't want to have to take me to the train
So I suppose that's all right. I think. But I still feel awful.
But I didn't.
My guardian went to a New Year's Eve party last night. And I didn't. And it was so quiet here. And I didn't have any good books to read. And the house kept making noises. And even the house elf had gone off somewhere. And it was also dark in all the rooms. Even with all the lights, there was dark round the edges. I could feel it. I know that doesn't make sense. But it was like that.
And nothing kept happening, over and over again.
So I decided to see if I could find my stuff that wasn't in my room when I came back here. It's not because I'm ungrateful. I just wanted to know where it went. So I looked in the wardrobe and I looked in the cupboard in the hall, and I didn't find it, so after a while I decided to go look in the attic. There's loads of old stuff in the attic.
I wasn't spying. Really I wasn't. At least, I didn't mean to, but I couldn't find my stuff and it was interesting. I found pictures and plans for this house from before it was built, and
She was very angry.
She was very angry this morning too. But I was very quiet like she likes all morning, and she only snapped at me a few times so I knew that was right. And I read her book to her while she was sewing, and then at lunch I couldn't stand it any more and I started crying and I thought she was going to get even more angry, but she started crying too and said she wasn't a good guardian. And she didn't know what to do with me. And didn't they teach me manners at that school? And I cried more and said it was wicked of me to look through her things and she stopped crying said it was. And I cried some more and said I was sorry.
And then she made me polish the silver and I hated it just like I always used to. But she said that I could go to Susan's after all.
So I suppose that's all right. I think. But I still feel awful.
